Archive | December 2015

Searching out. Love rambles. Oh boy! God’s got it down! Love in the dark places.

Lord he doesn’t love me?
He does Heather. But he doesn’t love you like I love you. Stop complaining & rest in Me.
Talk to me Tony …
In two open visions, Tony saw some trees & a forest. & it looked kinda nice, he said.
Then he saw some water flowing & then the water came together & rushed down as water rushes down a plug in a sink.
What is Holy Spirit showing Tony?
The Word will tell me.
I found this :

& I believe this for the water vision :

The forest one was really nice I thought, which is exactly what Tony thought from his vision. A quote from the found link: It’s time to see the bigger picture. Looking now as a soaring eagle, high and lifted up by the wind of His Spirit, above the mountains in our lives, it’s time to see the forest. . . the big picture if you will, the corporate Body of Christ. . . from God’s eyes of love and mercy. As those of us who are called to reach toward the body do so, we will bring healing in our wings! Then as the “trees” restored, the Sons of God, who have died to allowing their old nature to rule in them and been spiritually resurrected in the Christ nature, will be like bridges from Christ to those still in the corporate body of believers who are called to join the Sons for the restoring of the nations. Then the world will begin to be able to see the majesty of the glory of the “forest” of God’s people come to life by His hand in us, for our hands will be as those of Jesus Himself.

& imagine the water under Peter when he was sinking. It’s like we can walk on that water & not be sucked in, downwards. We are more than conquerors.



Honouring Him my due

In a vision I saw the numbers ‘2:3’ so I looked up,
Proverbs 2:3
furthermore, if you call out to insight
and lift your voice to understanding,

So I am calling out to insight & I am speaking out to understanding, God, I love Your Word!

I had a proceeding vision of a ‘pram’.

I looked up ‘pram’, (1) someone carrying the promise of God & (2) Faith (that which carries the promise through to manifestation)
Romans 4:20, 21
He did not waver in unbelief at Gods promise but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God, because he was fully convinced that what He had promised He was also able to perform.
I need only believe! Be fully convinced that what God has promised He is also able to perform!
Hebrews 6:15
And so, after waiting patiently, Abraham obtained the promise.
& so I have it!
The promise!
Of everything.
God gives me everything.
I need only believe that what I ask for He will give me & that’s how I will have it!
Have faith (in)God!
Have faith (of) God!

(3) (beginning of Paul’s ministry ) Acts 13:9
Then Saul โ€” also called Paul โ€” filled with the Holy Spirit, stared straight at the sorcerer
Paul’s name was changed here.
Here Paul calls out a devil in this sorcerer & prophesies that he will be blinded for a while (Similar to what happened to Paul himself only it was a mist & darkness that fell on the sorcerer & it was a light that flashed around Paul: Acts 13:11
Now, look! The Lords hand is against you. You are going to be blind, and will not see the sun for a time. Suddenly a mist and darkness fell on him, and he went around seeking someone to lead him by the hand.
Acts 22:6,7As I was traveling and near Damascus, about noon an intense light from heaven suddenly flashed around me.
I fell to the ground and heard a voice saying to me, Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting Me?
The sorcerer was trying to lead the proconsul Sergius Paulus away from Paul who was ministering faith in Jesus. Acts 13:8
But Elymas the sorcerer (this is the meaning of his name) opposed them and tried to turn the proconsul away from the faith.
I feel as though the name changing thing also had something to do with the name of the proconsul person whom Paul (before called Saul) was witnessing to & I feel that Paul was coming alongside of Sergius Paulus becoming like him as Jesus tells us to do.
Also Paul’s ministry is going from the Jews to the Gentiles.
Paul’s ministry is to the Gentiles.
Praise God for Paul!
Paul was the Roman version of the Jewish name Saul.
Acts 13:7
He was with the proconsul, Sergius Paulus, an intelligent man. This man summoned Barnabas and Saul and desired to hear Gods message.
When the proconsul saw what happened to the sorcerer he believed: Acts 13:12 Then the proconsul, seeing what happened, believed and was astonished at the teaching about the Lord.

(4) Empty promises (empty pram)
Isaiah 29:13
The Lord said:
Because these people approach Me with their mouths
to honor Me with lip- service โ€”
yet their hearts are far from Me,
and their worship consists of man- made rules
learned by rote โ€”
Matthew 15:8
These people honor Me with their lips,
but their heart is far from Me.
I never want to be this: Speaking about, even singing aboutHim, but my heart being far from Him, just speaking & singing by rote.
But I want to always be seeing & speaking the new thing that He is doing & singing the new song that He is singing.
Help me Jesus here in this to remain afresh in You.
Alert me Holy Spirit always to have ears to hear God’s heart.
Thank You Holy Spirit. I cannot do anything without You.
I cry here at my need.
To depend on Him.
To know His greatest love for me.
I desire to have all of the love God has for me.

(5) Expecting something to be birthed (promise/Church/ministry)
1 Samuel 1:18
May your servant find favor with you, she replied. Then Hannah went on her way; she ate and no longer looked despondent.
(Hannah had spoken to Eli the priest who blessed her saying 1 Samuel 1:17
Eli responded, Go in peace, and may the God of Israel grant the petition youve requested from Him.
I just have to go to true priest peeps, true ministers of His Word.
I just have to hang with true believers.
I just have to be a true priest peep, a true minister of His Word.
I just have to hang with Jesus Himself.
I just have to hang with Holy Spirit.
Thank You Father for Your eternal plan.

& I looked up Psalms 2:3
Let us tear off their chains
and free ourselves from their restraints.
Which led me to Isaiah 58:6-7
Isnt the fast I choose:
To break the chains of wickedness,
to untie the ropes of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free,
and to tear off every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your bread with the hungry,
to bring the poor and homeless into your house,
to clothe the naked when you see him,
and not to ignore your own flesh and blood?

Ha ha I end up here again to the true fast : un chaining yokes of oppression, feeding the poor, taking in the homeless.
This is the Way thank You Jesus.
This is the Way for me.
Your Word over me for nations. Humble.
Remaining in Jesus.
Do not be forceful.
Only let Him lead me.
He will turn hearts around me.
Pray every step.
It’s not what I do but what He can do in me.
To change nations.
Peace & redemption first within my family.
Tony is my head & Jesus is Tony’s head.
Honour God.


Let Me play

Dream: ๐Ÿ’ญabout 3 of us were looking into the sky. One lady saw a jet & said, “oh wow now I can so go on. That’s God,” but then the jet zoomed down toward us right to our noses. I thought we would die & exhaled much relief when the jet bounced away like a puppy does in play. The jet did this a few times. We were overwhelmed ecstatic at God ๐Ÿ’ญ

God was showing His extreme power at play.

JET is evangelistic ministry & Acts 8:5-6, 12, 39

Acts 8:5-6
Philip went down to a city in Samaria and proclaimed the Messiah to them.
6 The crowds paid attention with one mind to what Philip said, as they heard and saw the signs he was performing.

Acts 8:12
But when they believed Philip, as he preached the good news about the kingdom of God and the name of Jesus Christ, both men and women were baptized.

Acts 8:39
When they came up out of the water, the Spirit of the Lord carried Philip away, and the eunuch did not see him any longer. But he went on his way rejoicing.

I think God is just having fun with me in this dream, with that jet acting like a playful puppy zooming at us & stopping an inch away from our noses!
& then the jet flies off quickly to dart back at us again!
Playing with us.
Magnanimous fun!
Leaving us with a sense of extreme awe!
Crazy fun!
& I think God is saying that as I also proclaim Jesus to people as Philip did in Acts 8, that people around me will also pay attention to the signs that God will do around me.
& I’m praying & believing that people around me will hear & see the good news of Jesus for themselves & also take the leap of faith & get baptized into His glorious love!
& also I’d like to experience some of that being ‘carried away by the Lord!’
For sure I would!



You have made mankind like the fish of the sea … becoming a fisher of men ๐Ÿ’›

I flew in this dream meaning ‘ rising up out of the flesh into the Spirit (breaking physical laws) ps 55:6; Isa 40:31
I flew over sea & landed on some steps on the coast.
I was taking a shower. There were people I knew in the place where I was having the shower. It was an older place with tall ceilings. I stood in the big bath to shower. Lynne knocked & came in for some reason. I said hang on a minute, became flustered & somehow managed to wrap myself in the shower curtain. It was kind of funny but I felt awkward & embarrassed.

SEA is the world (sea of humanity) 1 Kings 18:44( the cloud represented the prayers of Elijah); ps 98:7; Isa 17:12; Jer:50;42;Hab:1:14a;Rev:17:5

COASTLINE is represents the interchange between the spiritual & natural realms. Jn. 21:4,15:17; also consider that the sea speaks of humanity & fishing of evangelism

BATH is applying the Word. Eph. 5:26

OLD HOUSE is the old self (prior to Christ) 2 Cor 5:1; 1Cor,3:9b ; Heb. 3:6; (2 Cor.5:17)

SHOWERING is Holy Spirit Isa 44:3; Joel 2:28; Acts 2:17

LYNNE is water cascade or the pool beneath.

CURTAIN is fleshly veil Heb.10:20 but also Heaven Ps.104:2; Isa 40:22

FLYING Psalms 55:6
I said, If only I had wings like a dove!
I would fly away and find rest.
Isaiah 40:31
but those who trust in the Lord
will renew their strength;
they will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary;
they will walk and not faint.

SEA 1 Kings 18:44
On the seventh time, he reported, Theres a cloud as small as a mans hand coming from the sea.
Then Elijah said, Go and tell Ahab, Get your chariot ready and go down so the rain doesnt stop you.
Psalms 98:7
Let the sea and all that fills it,
the world and those who live in it, resound.
Isaiah 17:12
Ah! The roar of many peoples โ€”
they roar like the roaring of the seas.
The raging of the nations โ€”
they rage like the raging of mighty waters.
Jeremiah 50:42
They grasp bow and javelin.
They are cruel and show no mercy.
Their voice roars like the sea,
and they ride on horses,
lined up like men in battle formation
against you, Daughter Babylon.
Habakkuk 1:14
You have made mankind
like the fish of the sea,
like marine creatures that have no ruler.
Revelation 17:5
On her forehead a cryptic name was written:

STEPS Psalms 37:23
A mans steps are established by the Lord,
and He takes pleasure in his way.

When daybreak came, Jesus stood on the shore. However, the disciples did not know it was Jesus.
John 15:17
This is what I command you: Love one another.

BATH Ephesians 5:26
to make her holy, cleansing her with the washing of water by the word.

OLD HOUSE 2 Corinthians 5:1
For we know that if our temporary, earthly dwelling is destroyed, we have a building from God, an eternal dwelling in the heavens, not made with hands.
1 Corinthians 3:9
For we are Gods coworkers. You are Gods field, Gods building.
Hebrews 3:6
But Christ was faithful as a Son over His household. And we are that household if we hold on to the courage and the confidence of our hope.
Hebrews 3:12
Watch out, brothers, so that there wont be in any of you an evil, unbelieving heart that departs from the living God.
2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away, and look, new things have come.

SHOWERING Isaiah 44:3
For I will pour water on the thirsty land
and streams on the dry ground;
I will pour out My Spirit on your descendants
and My blessing on your offspring.
Joel 2:28
After this
I will pour out My Spirit on all humanity;
then your sons and your daughters will prophesy,
your old men will have dreams,
and your young men will see visions.
Acts 2:17
And it will be in the last days, says God,
that I will pour out My Spirit on all humanity;
then your sons and your daughters will prophesy,
your young men will see visions,
and your old men will dream dreams.

CURTAIN Hebrews 10:20
by a new and living way He has opened for us through the curtain (that is, His flesh),
Psalms 104:2
He wraps Himself in light as if it were a robe,
spreading out the sky like a canopy,
Isaiah 40:22
God is enthroned above the circle of the earth;
its inhabitants are like grasshoppers.
He stretches out the heavens like thin cloth
and spreads them out like a tent to live in.

In the Spirit I AM seeing that God is preparing my heart.
He makes me a fisher of men. In other words, I AM a believer who brings people to Jesus.
I can trust Him to be my strength & my guide.
I have Holy Spirit in me.
I live & walk in the Spirit, with Jesus & Our Father in Heaven.
We are united as One.
I AM powerful in Him to reap His Harvest.
God is love & He wants all people on Earth to come to Him & be with Him.
We overcome the evil one by the Spirit of God.
God has established His redemptive plan for all of humanity before He even created humanity, so I can surely trust Him to deliver!
Time IS of the essence.
He has plenty of time.
He creates time. Literally.
Be in awe. Be in fear. Be in love.
He IS a Mighty God!

Our PO Box is 2028 … I see Joel 2:28 & I know what that means ha hah!
This is a Spirit Word!
I believe Lynne will soak in His cascading waters, becoming a pool for His love to remain in.



Dream: me & some other people were standing around watching a very white cat being roasted on a spit. I looked at it & thought this couldn’t be right & we looked closer & it came alive & jumped off the spit & ran off.

Cat is innocence & Ezekiel 19:3
She brought up one of her cubs,
and he became a young lion.
After he learned to tear prey,
he devoured people.

Cook is scheming (concocting something) & Genesis 25:29-34
Once when Jacob was cooking a stew, Esau came in from the field exhausted. He said to Jacob, Let me eat some of that red stuff, because Im exhausted. That is why he was also named Edom.
Jacob replied, First sell me your birthright.
Look, said Esau, Im about to die, so what good is a birthright to me?
Jacob said, Swear to me first. So he swore to Jacob and sold his birthright to him.
Then Jacob gave bread and lentil stew to Esau; he ate, drank, got up, and went away. So Esau despised his birthright.

Outside is open & exposed & 2 Samuel 11:11
Uriah answered David, The ark, Israel, and Judah are dwelling in tents, and my master Joab and his soldiers are camping in the open field. How can I enter my house to eat and drink and sleep with my wife? As surely as you live and by your life, I will not do this!

White is portrayed innocence/purity/righteousness & Genesis 40:16
When the chief baker saw that the interpretation was positive, he said to Joseph, I also had a dream. Three baskets of white bread were on my head.
& Matthew23:27(outward white/ inward black)
Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs, which appear beautiful on the outside, but inside are full of dead mens bones and every impurity.

This is a strange dream. Some dreams aren’t always about me & I feel in this dream God is trying to tell me about something else, & the something else in this dream I feel is to do with the Jewish people & Israel.
From my Bible notes I gleaned: Genesis 49:9 seems to be the background for Judah, the royal line, being compared to a LION.
The MOTHER (LIONESS) in this allegory is the nation of Israel, who had produced the kings of the nation.
In the Balaam oracles, the nation (Judah) itself is compared to a LION ( Nm 23:24 ; 24:9 ). The first CUB-KING represents Jehoahaz, son of Josiah. He was crowned by the people after Josiahโ€™s death but was almost immediately deposed by Pharaoh Neco. He was then brought in fetters to Egypt after reigning only three months ( 2Kg 23:30-34 )
This chapter would therefore indicate that the house of David fell not because of the sins of past kings (Josiah was righteous), but because of the sins of the kings during the time leading up to the exile. The pronouncement of this rejection in the form of the funeral lament suggests that the house of David had been overwhelmed by the powers of death.
The scepter will be temporarily removed from Judah as a punishment for sins. In the person of Christ, however, Godโ€™s promise that the scepter will not depart from the line of Judah ( Gn 49:10 ) will be ultimately fulfilled.
So I’m seeing the mother lioness is Israel & the lion cubs are the kings. Judah is called a lion, & I’m getting in my heart the amazing intricate detail of the eternal story generational line, that Jesus is so the lion of Judah ha ha.
Oh to discover!!!
From the ‘cooking the cat’ bit of the dream I understand & commit to never
selling out my new birthright in Jesus for the things of this world.
David’s evil plans were being thwarted by Uriah’s diligence & obedience to righteousness. From here I glean to remain in Jesus my friend & Saviour of the world Who has overcome the world.
Joseph gave the dream interpretation to the baker even though it was a death call. Joseph was innocent of the baker’s death. He was only calling it as how he saw it. I must be true to Jesus & remain in Jesus that is what I know. When I see something & know it is true in Jesus I will be true to Him to say it to prophesy it.
So now it comes to the ‘white washed tombs’ of the Pharisees & that is the ‘white’ of the cat! To me I am seeing self righteousness instead of Jesus righteousness in the ‘white’ colour of the cat & it’s like when people concoct & cook up acts of righteousness & sacrifice to the law they are totally dismissing & substituting their works for the acceptance of Jesus Christ Son Of God, Who can take away their sins & give them eternal life. Go figure? & when the true fire of God starts to burn the ‘white cat’ had to get off that spit quick smart! Outward works of self righteousness cannot remain over the true fire of God’s righteous Son Jesus & His works on the Earth to save the world.
Oh pray for the Peace of Jerusalem you betcha & pray that every Jewish eye be opened to the Prince of Peace & the King of Kings!!!

Humility, a grove of ash trees, Heaven’s flora.

Dream: In an upper room, I was telling people a personal testimony. Ashley was there & I realized I forgot what I was going to say then I stood up to look suddenly out from the big window & saw a number of spotted ducks & said oh wow look how God is blessing. Went back to the conversation but was thinking it didn’t really matter what I was going to say but rather how people were able to see God blessing me with birds in miraculous sightings etc.

Duck is humble,
Isaiah 2:11
Human pride will be humbled,
and the loftiness of men will be brought low;
the Lord alone will be exalted on that day.

Ashley is grove of ash trees.

Spot may be holding something back, not wholly given to God & Exodus 12:5
You must have an unblemished animal, a year- old male; you may take it from either the sheep or the goats.
(The Hebrew word for ‘without blemish’ means entirely or whole.

Large window is spiritual discernment &
1 Corinthians 2:14
But the unbeliever does not welcome what comes from Gods Spirit, because it is foolishness to him; he is not able to understand it since it is evaluated spiritually.
& 1 Corinthians 12:10
to another, the performing of miracles, to another, prophecy, to another, distinguishing between spirits, to another, different kinds of languages, to another, interpretation of languages.

Upper room is Heaven & John 14:2
In My Fathers house are many dwelling places; if not, I would have told you. I am going away to prepare a place for you.

I think from this dream, to be fully humble is a beautiful thing, like a grove of ash trees.
I AM seeing God’s beautiful reality through the window of His heart, from His upper room, in His Kingdom.
God is love in Three Persons.
I am humbled.
I can’t lose.
All of God loves me.


Jesus my Pearla Dream Man

Dream: with Tony on ice skating ring. A black lady went past & put something on my head, with tender loving care she placed it gracefully. When Tony & I stopped, I asked him to see what it was. He looked at it & it was a beautiful necklace, maybe in a heart & cross shape & made of pearls.

Ice skating is walking by faith in a cold hearted environment & Matthew 14:28-29
Lord, if its You, Peter answered Him, command me to come to You on the water.
Come! He said.
And climbing out of the boat, Peter started walking on the water and came toward Jesus.

Pearls is Jesus Christ & Matthew 13:45-46
Again, the kingdom of heaven is like a merchant in search of fine pearls.
When he found one priceless pearl, he went and sold everything he had, and bought it.

Black woman is innocence & I believe represented Holy Spirit &
Genesis 2:25
Both the man and his wife were naked, yet felt no shame.

Necklace is what’s on the heart & Isaiah 59:17
He put on righteousness like a breastplate,
and a helmet of salvation on His head;
He put on garments of vengeance for clothing,
and He wrapped Himself in zeal as in a cloak.
& Exodus 28:30
Place the Urim and Thummim in the breastpiece for decisions, so that they will also be over Aarons heart whenever he comes before the Lord. Aaron will continually carry the means of decisions for the Israelites over his heart before the Lord.
& Ephesians 6:14
Stand, therefore,
with truth like a belt around your waist,
righteousness like armor on your chest,
& 1 Thessalonians 5:8
But since we belong to the day, we must be serious and put the armor of faith and love on our chests, and put on a helmet of the hope of salvation.
& 1 Peter 3:3-4
Your beauty should not consist of outward things like elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold ornaments or fine clothes.
Instead, it should consist of what is inside the heart with the imperishable quality of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very valuable in Gods eyes.

I think from this dream Tony & I are like walking on water in the Spirit & Holy Spirit blessed me in my dream by placing the beautiful pearl necklace ever so gracefully on my head, reflecting that Jesus is grace Himself on my head & over my heart. Tony & I feel no shame for living in Jesus. It’s a beautiful thing. We are clothed immaculately, & protected with God’s invincible love armour.