Tony & I & other people were sitting on chairs along a walkway & a blonde lady about thirty or so stopped at me & she wanted to hit me. She was with other people who just stood with her & didn’t say anything. She was determined to bop me. I was watching her & wondering why she wanted to punch me so much & what I would do. I thought after a bit of time that she may be changing her mind about hitting me but she stood there still & seemed to be getting excited about hitting me. I found myself putting my hands in front of my face, covering my face to protect myself.
I think the blonde hair represents vanity & sin, & her age represents immaturity.
Sitting down represents my authority as a believer & I am in a public walkway with Tony & other believers.
Tony means invaluable & he’s my husband which makes me think of Jesus as my husband, & me being God’s Church, God’s Bride.
Jesus is invaluable to me.
I think the blonde lady represents other people who may come against me, but also she may represent a part of me that wants to hurt myself; the part of me that forgets who she is in Christ & how much she is actually loved by God.
I must cherish what is in my heart, what God has put in my heart.
I pray that I realise a heart like Sarah’s as my own heart, with the imperishable quality of a gentle & quiet spirit, which is very valuable in God’s eyes.
I determine to love & respect my husband Tony & as a consequence of that, not to be frightened by anything alarming.
I woke up with these words rallying softly within my being: ‘ Be kind to yourself, be kind to your kids.’
1 Peter 3:4-6
Instead, it should consist of what is inside the heart with the imperishable quality of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is very valuable in Gods eyes. For in the past, the holy women who put their hope in God also beautified themselves in this way, submitting to their own husbands, just as Sarah obeyed Abraham, calling him lord. You have become her children when you do what is good and are not frightened by anything alarming.
Together with Christ Jesus He also raised us up and seated us in the heavens,
so that in the coming ages He might display the immeasurable riches of His grace through His kindness to us in Christ Jesus